i'm scared to blog...

isn't that weird.
i feel scared to blog because i don't want this to be a place of negativity and darkness. and right now, all i can see is darkness. it's surrounding me and taking me in. i don't want to be sad. i don't want to share my sadness, even though i know those who love me will lift me up. ugh. this whole thing is so weird.

i think i need a little time.
a little light.
a little inspiration.

so please, if you have any of that, send it on over. i would greatly appreciate it.
and please don't worry about me. i am a strong girl. i am my fathers daughter. and i will get through all this. i just thought it best to share with my readers where i am.
i will be back. hopefully sooner, than later.


Gina said...

Take your time Jen. This is your blog & if you need to have it be all negativity & darkness, than so be it. Who can blame you with what you've been through? Sometimes writing about your feelings can help you.

All of my anxiety issues began after my dad died. (I know we've talked about this before.) You do what's right for you. You know that if you need an ear, I'm here for you.

Sending lots of good thoughts & prayers to help you through this rough time. It'll get better. You'll never forget, but it'll get better.

Tiffany said...

Thinking of you~ take it all one day (sometimes one minute) at a time. It is forever life changing ~ I am sorry that life brings us death, it is by far the hardest thing to go through and the most overwhelming life change.
Sending you lots of love~

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